Am I Doomed to Endless Misery and Woe? (At least for 4 months)
It's only been a week since E left. And already I am BORED out of my FREAKING MIND.
I work from 10-1 and 2-8 every day except Wednesdays when I have the afternoon off. I come home exhausted at night. One job I enjoy-- the other is mindless work I do to pay the bills. My 2 p.m. resolve to hit the gym after work dramatically dwindles to little more than a fleeting thought by 8:00 p.m that sounds hilarious to my now crazed mind. Answering phone calls for 6 hours can do that do a person.
Even the thought of dragging myself to the grocery store sounds worse than the eternal doom of Sisyphus.
Where did all my energy go? Why can't I get up at 6 every morning and go for a 3 mile run? Why can't I cook dinner every night without tiring myself out at merely the thought?
All I want to do when I come home is sit on my bed, have the Lakers/ESPN/House on in the background, and Skype with E, which is slightly better than just a phone call.
Ugh. Any suggestions for getting some semblance of an invidious life?? Can I just move to Texas now??
4 people have something to say about this:
are you in bakersfield? cuz i'll be there next weekend, that could ease your boredom!
invidious, adj.
1. calculated to create ill will or resentment or give offense; hateful: invidious remarks.
2. offensively or unfairly discriminating; injurious: invidious comparisons.
3. causing or tending to cause animosity, resentment, or envy: an invidious honor.
"an invidious life"?
Oops. I mean ENVIOUS.
That's about how my life sounds. :) I have no willpower for industrious activity, so I'm afraid I am no help there!
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